About Me

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...I am an eclectic amalgamation of many seemingly paradoxical things. This can be exemplified in both my seemingly endless persistance on many topics and arguments, as well as my careful cautiousness on other topics and arguments. This is largely due to how astute I am of the topic: more knowledge, more persistant; less knowledge, obviously more cautious. I also have times of obsessive compulsions regarding certain things (mostly just my thoughts, however)...

Life and Death

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Life

An assembly

Possibly impossible

Perfectly interchangeable..

Death

That lives most upright

Beyond the unspoken

Neither a squiggle nor a quibble..

She and Me

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She

A daffodil

Tyrannizer of me

Breaking the colors of dusk!..

Me

The rising sun

Infringed with violations

The impurity in the salt..

Love and Poetry!

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Love

A puerile desire

Buried in the heart

Never leaves..

Poetry

Sentimentally melodramatic

Cursively recursive

My thoughts idiotic!

Myriad symbolics blend emotions with a word, a rhyme,
They coalesce together in poignant time,
With desires that shine through,
Along with fears that once flew...

Each passing day
Words come and play,
Dancing among others’ ears,
But no one hears...

Secrets under the obvious;
To the seeing blind eyes, oblivious.
A meaning left lost and distorted;
No one comforted...


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Years of amicable friendship posit before us...
As wail smiles spray from my lips,
A laughter boogies upon my circumspectic face;
A disguise for your eyes don’t see...

A million actualities split in directions opposite...
Clash,as your ears stand alert,
But your eyes look past me while I try,
To reveal,the inner exertions of my mind...

Worlds asunder..you only know what’s given,
As you only see,the child you knew years before;
But secluded and bulwarked..
Is the other half you never knew...


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(Inspiron: A beautiful write on parent-child relationship that i happened to read a few days ago..)
Temperature rises as the sun shines high in the sky.
Eyes grow weary, with each step the world grows darker.

I sit nauseated as I burn like star in the night sky
While a war takes place within my body.

A repugnant mess comes and pollutes my system,
Leaving a hammer to constantly pound my head.

Reaching out to the light, but a force pulls me back.
I shiver in the cold as death lies waiting in the distance.

One gulp to take it all away, one gulp and I’m
A ballerina dancing upon the clouds.

Numb and ill like a corpse enjoying a good high at heavens above,
I slip away enveloped in a sea of blankets...

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Sitting... Looking... Admiring...
Emotions bubble from within.
Fighting the desire with a sword
Fencing to the edge of insanity.

Like a child wanting candy, but
Is not allowed, I sit pleading
To the heavens for all is wanted
Is someone to love, and love back...

Oh to reach out, and caress the angel,
To plant a soft kiss upon the sweet skin,
The temptation burns a hole inside
Waiting to be satisfied...

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The world passes me by
As thoughts swirl in my head.
I feel constricted as I sit
Shivering from the cold.
It’s hard to breathe,
What passes my eyes
Becomes a blur, I feel
As though I have been
Pushed down a flight of stairs,
Yet no one takes notice.
My chest tightens, my stomach churns,
I try to catch some air,
But my lungs are never filled.
All the wounds that have been
Inflicted throughout my life
Gather together forming one
Large gash spilling all my blood
For the world to see,
But the world will never see
As it passes me by without
a second glance...
I realize..This is what the world is all about..!

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Let me free...

Scribbled by Bharath C On January 15, 2008 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
I want to run...run away deep into the burrows,
from the light of the shadows
to the shadows of the light...
The world I’m running towards
is the world...the world thats shunning.
From the lowest rung of this ground,
I long to climb to the highest tier of that.
Don’t ever mourn my loss,
for it’s a gain to both you and me...
When you open your eyes,
you shut the doors left open.
See that you keep looking up,
so that you stop looking down.
This may be a farewell for now,
but it’s only for a little while...
Before the weight collapses
And the collapse weighs
Just let me free, let me run away....

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Temperature rises as the sun shines high in the sky.
Eyes grow weary, with each step the world grows darker.

I sit nauseated as I burn like star in the night sky
While a war takes place within my body.

A repugnant mess comes and pollutes my system,
Leaving a hammer to constantly pound my head.

Reaching out to the light, but a force pulls me back.
I shiver in the cold as death lies waiting in the distance.

One gulp to take it all away, one gulp and I’m
A ballerina dancing upon the clouds.

Numb and ill like a corpse enjoying a good high at heavens above,
I slip away enveloped in a sea of blankets...

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The wind howls
Throughout the night
As the moon chokes
In the ominous clouds.
Creatures lurking in the shadows
Feeding off the fear of others
As the pounding of their hearts
Ring like bells in a temple near by.
The lights go off, there is a chill in the air,
But I do not fear these things
That go bump in the dark.
When I’m with you,
Nothing can touch me,
You are the only one capable
Of hurting me, but you would never.
The only thing I fear is
Losing you.

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My lids feel heavy,
But they never fall.
I want to go to sleep,
Dreaming sweet dreams,
But you are always on my mind,
And I can’t let go.
Every time I close my eyes,
You are there, I see images
Of you with all your happiness,
But now you are in pain.
It hurts that I care, I wish
I could be there with you,
Comforting you, Making you happy,
But I’m not the one you want there.
I sit here troubled when I shouldn’t,
Just dreaming of what could
But never will be...

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Pain erupting throughout
My body, my soul, my mind.
I can’t deny it any longer,
It hurts too much

Tear after tear falling
Like the first winter’s snow.
I feel so foolish,
but I can’t help it.
I’m only a child.

The emotions blister inside,
My thoughts overwhelming my mind.
Why must I feel this way?
It’s like you’ve cursed me,
not even meaning to.

I can’t bear to look into those wonderful eyes.
It’s almost as I will cry as I look upon you.
I try to hide how I feel on the outside,
but it’s impossible to hide inside.

I want to say so much,
I want to say it to your face.
I open my mouth,
But nothing comes out.

Maybe I will get over you,
But at this moment I doubt it.
Only time will tell.
Now I have a strong desire
To tell you something.

I want to tell you...
Tell you...
Those three little words.
But will it mean anything?

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Possession...

Scribbled by Bharath C On January 07, 2008 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
You watch the minutes pass you by
As yet you live another lie
A lie that strikes you from behind
Bewildering your lucid mind

You never know which end is up
When inane pain spills from your cup
A feeling you grasp as untrue
Though it provides you with the clue

To how you can beguile the ghosts
That lurk, waiting for their sad hosts
Just like two parasites, unseen
Behind your door, no longer keen

On only haunting you at night
And then retreating from plain sight
To cower from the glow of dawn
Deflecting light off heaven’s spawn

Now they connive to repossess,
Languish for, appraise, obsess
Over your body, mind, and soul
Needing your blood, wanting you whole

Should you then relinquish the lie?
Or let your fire and spirit die?
Counting the minutes till the time
The beasts of prey commit their crime

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Silent Screams..

Scribbled by Bharath C On January 06, 2008 0 Thoughts have been Sprinkled!, Your Take?
I scream and cry and sob my pain
and no one even cares
Maybe they are all to blame
for this hurt I tried to share

No one will ever listen to me
they don’t know I exist
No one ever tried to see
these horrors in my midst

I am but a ghost to them
Am I invisible?
Are my tears forgotten then?
The world’s unreliable

Am I screaming silent screams?
Or do they not want to hear?
Life ripping apart at the seams
the end is drawing near

Why does no one see my tears;
No one hear my cries?
Would they notice if I disappeared?
Notice if I died?

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Etiolate..

Velvet's phyllome warp to feel the chartreuse lawn,
Bedewed and Bedraggled on a December dawn...


Bulimia

Oblivious of their perpetual acoustics and sighs;
Bayoneting deep are their catechizing eyes...

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A latchkey is jostled..asterning life’s story..as everything
Is looked back upon, and reminisced as a fervent memories.

Now once again it’s time to push aside all that’s done,
And start anew. Jamboree everywhere..a flurry of excitement..

Garnishing the merry people as they wait for the orb to dwindle.
Click! All is erased for a fresh start, but all hasn’t really vanished..

For the history is agglomerated and stored way in the back
Where no one heeds...left somewhat forgotten.

With a “new” start plans are made, and a cycle continues
As an attempt to dismiss poor habits are tried, and worthier ones started..

Soon time goes by, the celebrations cease, and everything
Goes back to the was it was before while the “new” becomes the “old” once again...


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